還是靠自己最好 ^^

還是靠自己最好啦！朋友不可靠！就連好朋友都不幫自己.. 雖然沒在對我那麼冷淡了.. 但在學校依然是！因為某人的關係.. 曾今，我一度責怪某人從中破壞關係！但是現在，我看開了 ^^
晚安啦~ 雖然project還沒敢完 >< 我不是很習慣熬夜耶~ 明天我會睡不醒啦！掰~

想念亞綸，最近常夢見他 ^^ 希望今天也是..補充體力嘛XD

I'm Back!

Hi everyone! Long time not been here.. Everytime when I'm here must be..
1. Too BORING
2. HAPPY, YIPEE
3. SAD, MOODY...

Ok, this time why I'm being here? Why I'm writing ENGLISH but not CHINESE?
Oh, well.. I just let SOMEONE to know about what I'm writing..
In case, she'll complain again that she don't understand..

To: XXXXX
I know it is self care, but you are selfish! You go further but didn't bring me along, you left me alone! You didn't share your knowledge! But when you need it, you ask for it! The ones who don't share will get the worst thing of all! Haha! Hope you get that!! It is HURT! The way you TALK to me, the way you TREAT me, the way you LOOK at me! Oh.. no!! You didn't look at me AT ALL!! I'm being hated!
From: XXXXXXXX

Why I'm writing all this here today? I'll felt HURT by a FRIEND.. Is that really call FRIEND? I'm not sure..
I just know that not only you left me alone behind.. But both of you DUET and left me SOLO..
You always ask me: "Do you really understand what is the meaning of BEST FRIEND?" I wanna tell you now here, not I'm the one who don't know! You is the one who don't know what it means! This time you really hurt me.. By the way you TALK to me, I can know that you think that I'm annoying..

Sometimes I felt that my "boyfriends" better that my "girlfriends".. When I'm alone, they will talk to me.. Like somebody today, he helped me in account.. Although I know I copied his, at least he lend me. At least he look at me when he talk to me.. And another guy, when there is no one sits beside me, he accompany me. Although I lead the gossip issues from the others, but at least he is okay with that situation.. ^.^